A Novel of Life

Contrast

Merubinsu — Thu, 09 Feb 2012 11:37:22 +0000

But without hardship, we would forget what ease is. ` *image from tumblr.

It’s not the end yet

Merubinsu — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 09:20:51 +0000

December 18, 2011 Under the starless dark blue sky, sitting down on the wet green grass. I bend down and lay my head on mother’s lap. She can’t read minds. I’m tired: my soul, my body. I close my eyes partly. The light, it still travels through the gaps between my eyebrows. Straight and steady. …

Biggest Addiction

Merubinsu — Sat, 07 Jan 2012 17:20:16 +0000

I will never want my mind to be occupied by long, fantasy stories made up by neglectful humans. Even though they excite my heart with all these amazement and curiosity, it gives me nothing but a busy mind drown in unreality. Unfinished fictions that tie me. Characters that live in me. Endings that affect me …

The promise to yourself

Merubinsu — Fri, 06 Jan 2012 10:13:51 +0000

How tranquil is silence, when one’s heart is aching from the war that’s pounding on his mind? It’s too noisy inside. Nowhere is peaceful enough to recall why he is there. Standing idle on the sleepless earth, in the ephemeral, soundless obedient universe. Don’t cling to the fantasy if it only makes you heedless of …

Seek Allaah

Merubinsu — Fri, 16 Dec 2011 12:00:28 +0000

Never, ever think about a matter that heavily occupies your mind, without seeking the help of Allaah. Seek Allaah, even as little as making duaa for the tranquility in your heart as you approach the matter. A miracle will happen. Something that you don’t expect to happen. Something will save you in the way of the disastrous …

Dear Self

Merubinsu — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 12:05:49 +0000

Your imaan may go up and down, but ever tell yourself that you “don’t really believe”. Ask Allaah if you can’t escape from the chains of doubtful feelings and all those “what if”s that cage your heart from loving Allaah freely. You know that you believe, but Allaah is The Turner of hearts. If you think …

Every of the atoms

Merubinsu — Tue, 15 Nov 2011 16:11:38 +0000

Allaah knows best from where each atom that makes up my body are. I was created with intellect, morality, and will that I have the capability of controlling my nafs, such that I am a human. Even if the theory was true, I don’t deserve to be called an animal anymore. No matter where I …